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skin by: Jane
Tuesday, 31 July 2007 @ 20:23

haix~~~



Monday, 30 July 2007 @ 19:09

i suddenly forgot all the stuff i wanted to write, lols oh wells ((;

short post todaee!!!


i wanna change the songs on my bloggy heehee!

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imeem isn't as good as last time anymore, cause now all the good songs are only 30 seconds )):



Saturday, 28 July 2007 @ 13:14
:):

oh yeah, friday was fun. hahas. except for mass run, that was horrible, to me lah. yar, so it was fun cause mr choy didn't come for cme, YAYS!!! its raining now (: yeah so during that teacher-less hour, we were like, fooling around. okay, so I was. i took veri's hockey stick from her, then i fooled around with it, pretending it was an air rifle, then marching around with it like a lunatic. then suetyi joined in and pretended it was an electric guitar, hahas. FUN. then somehow, [i forgot] me and reeree were sitting on the floor in-between um, vishaki [?] and suetyi's [maybe?] tables doing a sort of tug-of-war thing. then we were like, pulling the hockey stick cause reeree wanted her stick back. then in the end, I WON!!!! yays!! but as i pulled the stick, i ended up falling backwards. so, geraldine was like, standing there next to the table behind vishaki's [? sorry if its wrong] which is harriet's/andro's table. aiya, i SUCK at stories. so in the end geraldine was standing next to me la. then reeree was so sick la, she said that i was looking up geraldine's skirt. PLEASE LA VERITY, WO SI QING BAI DE. YUAN WANG LOR. then by the time i got up the people who heard me being accused by veri were laughing like siao lor [including verity] so in the end geraldine wanted to sue me =S haix. in the small chance that ur reading this [which isn't very high, cause i dont think ppl actually read my blog, cause no one tagged] I DID NOT OKAY GERALDINE!!!!! okay, this story is turning out quite lame [cause i told it] and, sorri for all the bracketed stuff! ohOH!! and me, my lao-po and suetyi swapped shoes!! hahas FUN. i always do that with xin on holidaes, hahas. yeah, thens we had oral after school, and i forgot to swap back my shoes!!!!!! and of course, i wasn't allowed back in so i had to wait for suetyi to finish, cause she was the one who had my other shoe, haha. chen lao shi saw my shoes!!!!!! ahhhh. hahas, she asked why my shoes were different. i was like stuttering, haix, even before my oral, man, ok, so i was like [in chinese] : aah oh, my shoes.... suet yi....... i forgot to swop........ hahas so chen lao shi was like : haix, okay nvm. so then i went to the other teacher [thank goodness] and had my oral. it sucked. it was so hard la okay. haix, okay i shall go back to reading harry potter, hahas, I READ NEARLY FOUR-HUNDRED PAGES YESTERDAY!!! ahahas yay me!!!!!



@ 12:35
):

i hate fridays. hate them. hate them. hate them. i always dont want to go home on fridays, cause i dont like the weekends anymore. aack, i can only use the computer for one hour. mini jie is going back today!!!!!!!!! she's like at the airport right now.... aaaaaahhhhhhh. this is going to be a depressing two weeks.... ri jie's going back on the eight............. that's like in 11 days....... ELEVEN ONLY. i think i'll be depressed for like 1 month minimum....... so look out people. haix... i've got to stay in church til like, 6 tmrw..... oh the horror........ plus....... i think my history common test is on monday, AHHHHHHH. i totally flunked the hist class test okay.......... u noe wad i got? i got TWO out of TEN. TWO. pathetic huh? but nvms, i knew all along that i would flunk hist very badly. man...... i wonder how i could EVER survive without music. i love music..... argh... listening to the songs on my blog now... cause, i like, opened another tab. oh, and to make it worse, the white sands' carnival is like two days after ri jie leaves.......ARGHHHH. i dont care, she has got to come back to visit at least two times a year. haix... nobody tagged..... so sad... no one's online..... so sad..... i didn't mean for this to be an emo post... but just now i got really pissed off so im not really in the mood to post about happy stuff. well, thursday was fun, at least i got to see my old friends again. and for dinner my dad brought my family to hard rock cafe for dinner cause it was my mom's birthday. i love american stuff... sometimes i wonder wad it would be like to stay in london and if i didn't leave. that day when i saw her display picture, i asked her what it was and she told me that it was the picture of their last day at stmary's..... man, that hurt. aah all the unhappy stuff is flooding back to my low IQ-ed head. i miss london. really i do. but i just think that if i had satyed in london i wouldn't have met: my netball mates, my primary school teachers, my friends, best friends, my netball coach, my violin teacher, my violin friends, my piano teacher, my swimming coach last time, my church friends, my sec school friends, my tuition teachers, my tuition friends, my neighbours, etc............... so i guess things would have been different, not that i want it to be. i know im blessed, maybe i was a bit too blessed. im a bad person. gosh, i have no idea what im typing. im like, half-posting, half going to my friends' blogs. they havent posted yet, haha. k, gtg adios!



Tuesday, 24 July 2007 @ 20:04
From the inside-out

a thousand times i've failed,
your mercy remains.
should i stumble again,
im caught in your grace.

everlasting,
your light will shine when all else fades.
never-ending,
your glory goes beyond all fame.

your will above all else,
my purpose remains.
the art of losing myself,
im bringing you praise.
everlasting,
your light will shine when all else fades.
never-ending,
your glory goes beyond all fame.

my heart and my soul,
i give you control.
consume me from the inside-out, Lord.
let justice and praise,
become my embrace,
to love you from the inside-out.

your will above all else,
my purpose remains.
the art of losing myself,
im bringing you praise.
everlasting,
your light will shine when all else fades.
never-ending,
your glory goes beyond all fame.

my heart and my soul,
i give you control.
consume me from the inside-out, Lord.
let justice and praise,
become my embrace,
to love you from the inside-out.
everlasting,
your light will shine when all else fades.
never-ending,
your glory goes beyond all fame.

and the cry of my heart,
is to bring you praise,
from the inside-out,
Lord my soul cries out.

and the cry of my heart,
is to bring you praise.
from the inside-out,
Lord my soul cries out. Lord,

my heart and my soul,
i give you control.
consume me from the inside-out, Lord.
let justice and praise,
become my embrace,
to love you from the inside-out.
everlasting,
your light will shine when all else fades.
never-ending,
your glory goes beyond all fame.

and the cry of my heart,
is to bring you praise,
from the inside-out.
Lord my soul cries out
everlasting,
your light will shine when all else fades.
never-ending,
your glory goes beyond all fame.

and the cry of my heart,
is to bring you praise,
from the inside-out.
Lord my soul cries out
from the inside-out,
Lord my soul cries out, Lord.




~wow three times, a record~ (:



@ 19:30
ahaha!! 57!!!!!

i just remembered something that i had wanted to blog about before but forgot after eating dinner. hahas. my mom baked GIANT COOKIES today!!!!! i shall take a photo of them...

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ahahahaha!!! i OFFICIALLY LOVE tuesdays i just found my grey zig marker and my metal ruler yays!!!!!! here's the cookies!!!
three giant cookies close up!!!
two giant cookies!!
ahahahahas!!!!! my mommy rawks doesnt she?!?!!? im gonna bring two to school tmrw, hahas. okays, gtg now (:



@ 18:39
#56 onli hahas

i love tuesdays!!!!!!!! especially todays!!!!!!! ohmygosh today totally rawked. well, except for all the lessons.......... we used wed's timetable for today and tues timetable for tmrw. science and chinese were like never-ending...... ahh..... the horror oh, maths was bad too, wl, mr goh gave us soooooo muuchhh homework okayy.... and oral was today, english. i felt like crying before it, then afterwards i was hyperventilating for the next 10 minutes. oh well, I RAINED LIKE CRAZY! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! SINCE LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!! whooooo!!!!!! no mass run!!!!!!!!! ahahahahas!!! yays, im going back to white sands tmrw!!!! yay!!!! but, then that means that i cant go back for brownies.... haix...... i wanna save up to buy a guitar. hahas, okay, i shall now go to ppl's blogs and check their birthdays ((:



Sunday, 22 July 2007 @ 16:40
no. 54 only

haha, okay, im reeaally reeeaalllyy sorri for not posting for so long....... but i've just been too lazy.... haha, okay, sorrriii!!!!!!!!!!!! i've also realised that i think i will only reach my 100th post like, maybe next year. LOL. cause im not really committed and like i've said, i've been too lazy, haha. aack i've got chinese tuition later~~!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, um, i went out with deborah, rachel and elizabeth on, er, aack, i forgottttt!!!! ))))): sorri guys!!!!! but it was super fun, we went to SUBWAY!!!!!!! hahas and we bought lollipops at this sweet store that we saw. oh btw, we went to raffles city!!!! ahahas!!! we accidentally got off at raffles mrt instead of cityhall... hahas, its so confusing. let me tell u. my brother has a GOOD LIFE, i dont know why but he does. yesterday, 4 of his friends came to our house, all boys, all primary four (exept that two of them were from other countries so they were actually supposed to be primary six, but cause they had catching up to do, they're in primary 4) yeah, so, the five of them spent the ENTIRE DAY playing xbox, playing ps2, playing pool, swimming, don't knoe what else... oh well, they just spent the entire day playing like mad when actually the only reason they came to our house was to do "homework" HA! they only did half an our of studying okay, and i could hear them in my brother's room screaming, or something like that. yeah, so they actually went swimming already the day before, well, the night before, and i went down with them, except that i didn't swim cause, they're all boys wad!!!!!! later they take advantage of me! haha, NO LAR!!! IM JOKING OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i didn't go down cause it had just rained okay, do you know how cold the water was.... =/ I TELL U!!! WE HAVE TOO MANY NEIGHBOURS, THE PLACE IS TOO CROWDED. AND THERE ARE TOO MANY BOY-NEIGHBOURS (the majority not even cute) actually, i don't think any of them are cute, only the little babies (boys and girls). haha, i still want a dog... =/ aahhh!!! tuition in half an hours time!!! where was i? haha, i stink at telling stories. oh um, so yesterday i decided to go with them even though it was going to rain. they played poison ball. haha, i like childish games, cause im childish. lol, aack gtg soon, my mom wants me to turn off the computer. at night i got some new songs from one of my brothers' friends' handphone, haha. YAY!! my baby cousin's at my house now, haha, he's really cute, maybe i'll take a picture of him and post it some day ((: haha, kae, really gtg now, lol, buhbyes!!!



Monday, 16 July 2007 @ 20:36
fhseairuhgb;aeoihnea'trbhgaerthber

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHURHURHUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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AHHHHHURHURHURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING MY HEAD OOFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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omgosh I LOVE YOU ANNA!!!!!! U SO TOTALLY RAWK LIKE THE RAWKIEST PERSON ON EARTH AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOOOOVVEEEEE U SOOOO SOOOOO MUCH RIGHT NOW! I LOVE ANA TO BITS!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! anna ur awesome!!!! gave me the template for the DARN FREAKIN STUPID NONSENSICLE DUMBDUMB PBL. ahhhhhhhh long live annaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



@ 18:43
... (: ...

we had our first home ecs lesson today, oh, and a new pe teacher. haix... my legs hurt alot. ALOT ALOT. dunno why, since morning already like that. haha. oh well, i watched "dimsum dollies" last night, haha, uber funnii. oh i loveeeeeee guitars!!!!!!! i looveeee doggies!!!!!!!!!!!! i shall try to find a blogskin wif a guitar theme hahas. aack, im bored.... dun wanna go to school. went out wif yimin n harriet n vishaki today!!!!!
yayness!!!!!
haha
gtg
bb
!



Friday, 13 July 2007 @ 17:38

omgosh...... we're leaving the house at 6.30 on a saturday......

ISHALLNOTBEDEPRESSED



@ 17:31
i still think thurs is worst then fri. -- not that fri isn't bad.

tmrw is Pathlight's special walk!! yay.

changed my blogskin, like it? (: i think its cute, the boat can moooove~~

dunno how i feel today

sunday klare and deborah can't go, so not going out

i want to watch harry potter

i think i have to wake up real early tmrw...
):

i wanna change the songs on my blog.....

):

~~~God please help me through life's challenges~~~



Thursday, 12 July 2007 @ 17:11
posting again

p.s [oh yeah, i saw joel at the bus interchange today but he didn't see me, haha. BLIND. and, our sup teacher for ___ is really strict/fierce..... ): i wanna change my blog skin...... i succesfully changed a blogskin for the first time in my life yesterday, haha, im so proud of me.]



@ 16:43
down with thursdays

i've just realised that the first song on my blog reflects alot about my life. i hate thursdays, i always feel like dying, today was no different. haix, i went to school then i was soooo hungery, then it took like ten hundred BILLION years before it got to 10.05, which is like, reccess time, _____________. DIAO. i hate chinese, cause im dumb and suck at it like H3ll. and what's worse is that im FAILING at math, well, nearly, i hate my life on days like these. [omygosh, my mom just gave me this plate of BLUE-COLOURED glutonous rice with moss-green sauce. i am not even joking. maybe cause she pity's my pitiful state and emo-ness] yeah, so, today is like, CCA day la, but cause i dont have to go for softball til the nats are over, im like, so free, like i have no CCA like that. all i have is tuition, which still stinks by the way. when i was going home on the mrt right, i got off at the wrong stop, yeah, what can i say? i was practically half-dead and crestfallen(?) so i had to get on again and waste more money, yeah, then when i reached white sands i bought mac's and since i love my brother (even though u can't always tell cause im evil to him) and don't want him to bug me, i got mac's for him too. yeah, so just as i reached the interchange, the damn bus left. bleah. so i had to wait for the next one sitting on the metal bar-handle thing which hurts okay, then, i got home and just lost it, [well, i told u im evil right] i felt really pissed off then i found him in my room again cause he has this school-computer-do-your-work-at-home-on-the-computer thing (like yesterday) yeah, and he doesnt haf to go to school and he somehow chooses to use the computer in my room =.=; so i talked to him really loudly kinda shoutingly, then i told him i got mac's for him then. in the end he said he actually wanted fish burger and not nuggets............. wtb, i used my own money leh, then i guess he saw my face and said "haha jkjk.." but i knew he wasn't. then while i was eating, the plastic bag with my coke inside tore a little hole then the coke dripped everywhere.... -.-; [i think i would DIE without music] then ri jie told me i was going to have chinese tuition. wtb larhhhhhhh...... i haven't even done my tuition homework yet, HAIX.. i wanna learn guitar.... haix, so i called my mom and asked her then i felt SUPERRRR pissed off lah, then in the end i was like : haix. BYE. then i hang up. i hate my temper. i hate me. DONT YOU SEE WHY I HATE MY LIFE/ME. haixxx i feel so useless/retarded/stupid/good-for-nothing/dumb... all in all, kinda emo, even though all my friends say that emo is bad, but if we all had a way to die when we encountered a problem, we would ALL be dead by now. haha, okay, i type reaallly slow, lols, and no-one tagged ): kae, bye (:



Sunday, 8 July 2007 @ 21:13
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haha, i went to my dear reeree's house today (yeah, reeree's mine too!!!), (: yay!! her house is really nice ((: haha, okay, MANDY! U SO TOTALLY DIE FOR NOT CHECKING UR PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U KNOW WHY??? CAUSE IM GONNA STRANGLE U TO DEATH TMRW!!!!!!!!!!! WADS THE USE OF HAVING A HANDPHONE IF U DONT USE IT TO SMS AND PPL CANT EVEN CALL/GET THROUGH TO U!!!! =/ haix.. beware mandy............ rawr.......... Muhahahaha!!!!!!!!! X/
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can u not go..... D: u want us all to die tmrw is it????? -haix-



Friday, 6 July 2007 @ 19:10
join the petition

for the sake of my dear rahrah (yes she's mine!!!! lol) i shall join her in her quest of venting anger in blogging. [which is actually bad, please do not do this unless you are well-trained proffesionals like rahrah and myself] but, as u can see, im not very angry at the moment..... i shall just mentally anger-fy my brain first

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OKAY, CAN LER.
THIS IS INJUSTICE! INJUSTICE I TELL YOU!!!!!! WE, AS HUMAN BEINGS HAVE RIGHTS. YES, EVEN US "IGNORANT LITTLE CHILDREN" AS YOU SO CALLED "GROWN-UPS" (WHICH, MAY I REMIND YOU, YOU PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE, THE SO-CALLED SENSIBLE, JUST AND FAIR EVOLUTION OF HUMAN BEINGS) CALL US, HAVE OUR OWN RIGHTS TOO. DONT THINK THAT JUST BECAUSE U ARE LIKE WHAT, FIVE cm TALLER THAN US, THAT YOU ARE GREATER AND MORE "POWERFUL" THAN US. PLEASE LARHHH U STPD FOOLS, GET A HOLD OF YOURSELVES, DONT ABUSE AUTHORITY OKAY! EVEN THOUGH WE DONT HAVE LAWYERS DOESN'T MEAN WE CANT SUE YOU, (well, actually it does, but that isn't the point) THE POINT IS THAT U PEOPLE ARE JUST PLAIN UNFAIR. JUST BECAUSE U ARE OUR ____________mr_____ DOESN'T MEAN THAT U ACTUALLY KNOW US OKAY. SO DONT JUDGE US BECAUSE U THINK THAT WE DONT LISTEN AND ARE BAD IMPS. CAUSE WE ARE NOT, PLUS, HOW CAN U SAY THAT WE HAVE NO STINKIN _____________ PLEASE LARHHH DON'T BE SO ___ AND ASSUME STUFF. U MUST HAVE BEEN BRAINWASHED AND POSSESED IF U THOUGHT THAT WE WERE THE EVIL IRRESPONSIBLE ONES, OKAY, NO ONE'S PERFECT "LIKE YOU," YOU DONKEYHOLE. ONE DAY, U WILL REGRET BEING SO EVIL. MARK-MY-WORDS.



Monday, 2 July 2007 @ 21:13
:):

yay!! people are tagging again!!! i may JUST not die =] hahas, YAY! im goin back to ws on wed =] i dont wanna go back to school tmrw......:( my head hurts. D: and my fridge smells like durian.. haha. YAY!!! WE'RE GOIN TO MOVE BACK TO OUR OLD CLASSROOM!!!! my mom went to the salon to do her hair. omgosh lar!!! I TOOK FOUR HOURS OKAY!!!!! me n georgina were nearly bored to tears.hahas :) but her hair turned out nice and RED with highlights haha. by brother's eating durian... it smells soooooooo strong. note to self : dont go near him tmrw.... i spent nearly the whole day eating haha. SO FULL NOW! my head still hurts... i wasted the whole weekends, i havent finished my hmwrk yet, hahas, naughty me.... =]] hmm, i need to add more songs, hahas.... gtg now, lol. byes :)