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Saturday, 28 July 2007 @ 12:35
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i hate fridays. hate them. hate them. hate them. i always dont want to go home on fridays, cause i dont like the weekends anymore. aack, i can only use the computer for one hour. mini jie is going back today!!!!!!!!! she's like at the airport right now.... aaaaaahhhhhhh. this is going to be a depressing two weeks.... ri jie's going back on the eight............. that's like in 11 days....... ELEVEN ONLY. i think i'll be depressed for like 1 month minimum....... so look out people. haix... i've got to stay in church til like, 6 tmrw..... oh the horror........ plus....... i think my history common test is on monday, AHHHHHHH. i totally flunked the hist class test okay.......... u noe wad i got? i got TWO out of TEN. TWO. pathetic huh? but nvms, i knew all along that i would flunk hist very badly. man...... i wonder how i could EVER survive without music. i love music..... argh... listening to the songs on my blog now... cause, i like, opened another tab. oh, and to make it worse, the white sands' carnival is like two days after ri jie leaves.......ARGHHHH. i dont care, she has got to come back to visit at least two times a year. haix... nobody tagged..... so sad... no one's online..... so sad..... i didn't mean for this to be an emo post... but just now i got really pissed off so im not really in the mood to post about happy stuff. well, thursday was fun, at least i got to see my old friends again. and for dinner my dad brought my family to hard rock cafe for dinner cause it was my mom's birthday. i love american stuff... sometimes i wonder wad it would be like to stay in london and if i didn't leave. that day when i saw her display picture, i asked her what it was and she told me that it was the picture of their last day at stmary's..... man, that hurt. aah all the unhappy stuff is flooding back to my low IQ-ed head. i miss london. really i do. but i just think that if i had satyed in london i wouldn't have met: my netball mates, my primary school teachers, my friends, best friends, my netball coach, my violin teacher, my violin friends, my piano teacher, my swimming coach last time, my church friends, my sec school friends, my tuition teachers, my tuition friends, my neighbours, etc............... so i guess things would have been different, not that i want it to be. i know im blessed, maybe i was a bit too blessed. im a bad person. gosh, i have no idea what im typing. im like, half-posting, half going to my friends' blogs. they havent posted yet, haha. k, gtg adios!
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