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Thursday, 12 July 2007 @ 16:43
down with thursdays i've just realised that the first song on my blog reflects alot about my life. i hate thursdays, i always feel like dying, today was no different. haix, i went to school then i was soooo hungery, then it took like ten hundred BILLION years before it got to 10.05, which is like, reccess time, _____________. DIAO. i hate chinese, cause im dumb and suck at it like H3ll. and what's worse is that im FAILING at math, well, nearly, i hate my life on days like these. [omygosh, my mom just gave me this plate of BLUE-COLOURED glutonous rice with moss-green sauce. i am not even joking. maybe cause she pity's my pitiful state and emo-ness] yeah, so, today is like, CCA day la, but cause i dont have to go for softball til the nats are over, im like, so free, like i have no CCA like that. all i have is tuition, which still stinks by the way. when i was going home on the mrt right, i got off at the wrong stop, yeah, what can i say? i was practically half-dead and crestfallen(?) so i had to get on again and waste more money, yeah, then when i reached white sands i bought mac's and since i love my brother (even though u can't always tell cause im evil to him) and don't want him to bug me, i got mac's for him too. yeah, so just as i reached the interchange, the damn bus left. bleah. so i had to wait for the next one sitting on the metal bar-handle thing which hurts okay, then, i got home and just lost it, [well, i told u im evil right] i felt really pissed off then i found him in my room again cause he has this school-computer-do-your-work-at-home-on-the-computer thing (like yesterday) yeah, and he doesnt haf to go to school and he somehow chooses to use the computer in my room =.=; so i talked to him really loudly kinda shoutingly, then i told him i got mac's for him then. in the end he said he actually wanted fish burger and not nuggets............. wtb, i used my own money leh, then i guess he saw my face and said "haha jkjk.." but i knew he wasn't. then while i was eating, the plastic bag with my coke inside tore a little hole then the coke dripped everywhere.... -.-; [i think i would DIE without music] then ri jie told me i was going to have chinese tuition. wtb larhhhhhhh...... i haven't even done my tuition homework yet, HAIX.. i wanna learn guitar.... haix, so i called my mom and asked her then i felt SUPERRRR pissed off lah, then in the end i was like : haix. BYE. then i hang up. i hate my temper. i hate me. DONT YOU SEE WHY I HATE MY LIFE/ME. haixxx i feel so useless/retarded/stupid/good-for-nothing/dumb... all in all, kinda emo, even though all my friends say that emo is bad, but if we all had a way to die when we encountered a problem, we would ALL be dead by now. haha, okay, i type reaallly slow, lols, and no-one tagged ): kae, bye (: |