i feel like a timebomb ready to explode

my temper totally sucks. seriously. im not joking people.

i have a horribly, dangerously disasterous temper. horridddddddddddddddddd.

nowadays my temper just builds up inside me everyday in school and on my way home and at home and now most of the time i tend to blow up at home.

i feel so guilty.

i feel like cursing.

but cursing is wrong.

dont do it people.

wanna know something? when i first came to crescent, i was kinda... uhm, shocked? okay no, too drastic. surprised. cause people here call their friends uhmmmm, bad names? here. cause, in primary school, like, no one called their friends stupid or loser or stuff like that, just to their enemies. haha im so random.

oh well.

oh, my aunt's pregnant!!! im gonna have a new baby cousin!!! buttt i'll be soooo many years older than him/her. but its cool all the same (: the thought of my babbbby cousin being a big brother is so cool :D

i dislike people who contradict themselves

i dislike me losing my temper

i really dislike my temper

i dislike people who act cute [cant help it if im just cute. HAHA. OKAY I REALLY AM JUST JOKING. i just had the urge to type that (: JOKING OKAY.]

i dislike everything in the whole world right now

everything is so twisted and cruel and evil and fake.

God please save me.